Sunday, 23 April 2017

Surprise Birthday Party!


Before I start, I want to say a big thank you to those who involved with my mum's plan in surprising me and her son-in-law, Zulhisham, and also our friend, Zairil for our upcoming birthday. A special blog post just for all of you!

Okay so to start the story that happened on 21st April 2017, I start with the plan of going to Lumut, Perak with Ajwad, Hafiza, Zulhisham and also Fatihah. 

For dinner, they planned to have a gathering at Nizam's cafe which is located at Kontena Cafe Akhil Hayy, Tambun, Ipoh (@theblackgrill). 

This is the most unexpected gathering as almost everyone was here except for Meor, Tirah, Anip and Wafi.

The story begins when I saw Bad's holding the balloons while Fatihah's holding a cake. I thought it was for Zairil. But then, on the cake there were three names! Three names which are DYRA, SHAM and ZAI. I am so speechless when I saw that! Suddenly, Fiza's told me that that was a surprise from my mother for me and Sham! I really want to cry a joy heard that. Never thought that my mom prepares all that things with the help of Fiza as the mastermind, Tiya, Bad, Nad, Dewi, Tiqah, Nizam, Yed, Bobby and Ajwad. Thank you so much guys!

Lastly, I want to congratulate my buddies! Yeayy! May you guys happy together!

Saturday, 15 April 2017


Tell me how am I supposed not to love them so much. The most understanding friends, the craziest members, the one that all of us can share our story, food travelers and my happy pills. I am so glad knowing them. May this friendship will stay till jannah 💕

Just Don't

"Don’t fall in love with me, because I am not ready to commit. I’m not going to be ready, because I have walls greater than that of China with large blocks of insecurities, doubts, and fears ✌. Don’t fall in love with me, because I’m different. I wear skirts while everybody else prefers skinny pants and boyfriend jeans. I love large comfy sandals like flats while everybody else wants to wear those sexy T-strap heels ✌. Don’t fall in love with me, because I’m the most heartless jerk you’ll ever meet. I have this speciality where I can tear your heart into a million pieces, just by using my tongue ✌. Don’t fall in love with me, because I have a fear of the unknown and a fear of uncertainties. I overthink the future and you won’t enjoy staying with me once I start expressing my deep thoughts ✌. Don’t fall in love with me, because I’m strong and independent and at the same time crumbly and soft. Our relationship will be a long battle and I don’t know if you can remain calm and cool throughout that ✌."


Failure defeats losers but it inspires winner.

I used to walk into a room full of people and wonder if they liked me.
Now I look around and wonder if I like them.
i really don't see some people as my friends anymore. we used to be friends. life goes on. and i need to forget and just focus on my life.

I don't even feel like a "friend" to some people. I feel more like an option or someone they run to when they need something.

I'm starting to drop people with no warning. we're getting too old to explain to others what they're doing is wrong when they know it is.